Today didn't go to school <: .
Tomorrow can prepare die .
;sigh . 1 packet of maggi infront of me .
I can't even finish half .
What the hell is wrong with me , like seriously .

What are you treating me as ?
What am i suppose to do .
You kept my heart to you .
Now i can't get it back .
I need love and care also .
You have it all .
I already lost the love and care i suppose to have from my parents .
Now i'm losing love and care from a boyfriend also ?
I don't have a boyfriend . I know , cause most likely i might turn myself into a lesbian .
What else more do you want .
I know i'll wait . I never loved someone so much before . I'm sad enough . I'm tired enough . I really feel like sleeping forever . I don't wanna know anything about you anymore . I don't want to tell you how i'm feeling anymore . I don't want to cry myself out every night just because of you anymore . I'm tired ... REALLY TIRED ..

I'm loving you more everyday .
But i'm tired of everything now .