Thursday, July 14, 2011

Like.. Do i really have to tolerate you ? ): .
You're spamming my news feed, girl. Especially with those statuses, to act like as if you're hurt. You flirt and you hong, you deserve this. So stop complaining and fk off from my news feed.
I don't know if its because of the weather, or isit because i'm easily irritated.
Having a hard time nowadays. Endless quarrels, endless misunderstandings, and endless missings. Fml.
I do laugh, i do smile, they're real, but it won't last long.
I really miss 24. He isn't wonderful or perfect. But i can see every effort he puts in :/ .
I'm getting even more irritated. Lol. You're seriously flooding my news feed. Oh , complain to males , telling them to help you ? Please la, grow up. You're 15. I'm 15 too, but i stand for myself.
If you wanna say i'm childish, then think carefully. Aren't you yourself chidish ? :D .
People who hongs and flirts, will get their karma real soon ^^ .

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Finally finished editing blog. Ignore all post below ty :o . Useless and idiotic post of my silly doings last time -.- .

`Love24th eh. :3 .
KK , I ton whole night alr, hungry ! @_@ . I go cook maggie, later then post new . :B , buebue.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

On phone now . (:
On facebook . :D
On sms . :D

Today went to school , cca day . Went into school with the idiot Rawrrawr . LOL , than almost late nor . I everytime late also friends pull me down de .
Unfair bodoh . Now playing IT girl on facebook . :D
I feel really unfair and being treated like a toy . :/ .
I very tired . Tired of everything .

Friends or Relationship more important ?
There's people who say , friends are more important .
Some says , it must strike a balance .
One says , relationship more important .

Remember girlfriend . Don't remember sister . Kns :/ .

Met one new friend in cca today . :D !
She's new to table tennis . And we had fun picking up balls and serving balls . :D !!
And i found out that one of my form teacher , Mr Roy , is my table tennis teacher also ._. . Suay already , never go table tennis , he can chase me anytime . LOL .
Good thing is , he is a nice teacher . Not like Miss Zhao , faker only -.- .
Infront of male teachers , smile and talk nicely . Behind them , she's like a lion ROAR . I feel so good talking bad about her on the blog ! :D

Listening to F.T Island - I Hope , now . :D
Very nice eh . Just kup-ed call with Tingxue only . :D
I hope he don't see this post . LOL .
He went to sleep . Later than call him up O_O .

I want sleep also ! :/ .
Lucky tomorrow Saturday . Or i heck care , go sleep also . Until at night :D .
Don't care Tingxue sleep till when . Laughs .

Anyways , there's a good news :D .
I think i'm managing my feelings now .
I'm telling myself i don't like him .
I guess it worked . I don't feel as sad as yesterday anymore . :D
Congrats me ! :DD .
Today didn't go to school <: .
Tomorrow can prepare die .
;sigh . 1 packet of maggi infront of me .
I can't even finish half .
What the hell is wrong with me , like seriously .

What are you treating me as ?
What am i suppose to do .
You kept my heart to you .
Now i can't get it back .
I need love and care also .
You have it all .
I already lost the love and care i suppose to have from my parents .
Now i'm losing love and care from a boyfriend also ?
I don't have a boyfriend . I know , cause most likely i might turn myself into a lesbian .
What else more do you want .
I know i'll wait . I never loved someone so much before . I'm sad enough . I'm tired enough . I really feel like sleeping forever . I don't wanna know anything about you anymore . I don't want to tell you how i'm feeling anymore . I don't want to cry myself out every night just because of you anymore . I'm tired ... REALLY TIRED ..

I'm loving you more everyday .
But i'm tired of everything now .

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Hai . Morning . Going school late today with Fathiah . (: . Both of us don't like school . LOL , fail . I'm scared my dad will come back home anytime . But nehhmind . I don't care . :D !

I'm vexed . I don't know what to do sial . Really . I matchmake and patch people up . Than me myself ? I know i'm not as good as her . Not as pretty as her . So i'm giving up :/ . I'll try to like someone else . TRY .

Even if i can't forget you . I don't think anyone will wait for you so long . Without you knowing some more . I hope i'll be fine . I'm getting sick . Running nose early in the morning . Not enough sleep . And imagination skillful brain -.- . Like seriously .

WHEN WILL I JUST STOP THE FEELING FOR YOU .
I'm sad . :D ! I'M SAD . I'm sad . I'm SAD . I AM SAD . I AM SAD . I
AM SAD . I AM SAD . I AM SAD .. I AM SAD... I AM SAD.... I AM SAD ..... I AM SAD ...... I AM SAD....... I AM SAD........ I AM SAD......... I AM SAD..........

Monday, January 3, 2011

Hai . (:
First day of school . Horrible la please . ): .
I only know one person , Fathiah . In the class x.x . Nobody else eh !
But glad my 4 best friends , their just in the class next to mine . Or next next to mine . Or next next next to mine . :D !

There are happy smiles , fake smiles , fake laughter , i gave today . :/ . I'm tired of all this la please . x.x !
When can you realise i still like you ? I won't say i love you . Cause i love you , is only when you really can't live without him / her . I don't know whether i can live without you . But i know i can't live without my friends . (: .

I have an idiot asking me for stead in msn now . ._. . What the hell is wrong with him . Never see my picture before . Don't know me well . Want stead what shit . Rejected . :D !

Sunday, January 2, 2011

School going reopen soon . I can't spend my life like holidays already . Need to concentrate on studies . I don't expect to do well . Cause i know i'm stupid . :D ! Guess what , i realised i'm dumb . To like someone i shouldn't be liking . ~.~ ! What the hell is wrong with me ): . I guess , only 3 person knows about who i am refering . :D . One is RawrRawr , second is my baby sis , third is my wife . ^^ ! I'm listening to love songs now . Watching video also . Just threw away my lunch . I don't have the mood to eat anymore . I wanna go sleep ): . I won't be able to have enough sleep when school reopens . I WANT CRY ! T____T ! Zenmoban nar .

Friday, December 31, 2010

Falling in love again . :/ .

I know i shouldn't . But i can't help . Spending so much times together , laughimng and playing so much . kanasai . ): . He's going in . I'll just endure until that time . :D ! And , yesterday , went to Harbour front for countdown . VERY TIRED . ): . Took care of Claudia and Tingxue , This two drinkdrankdrunk . See security than act . LOL. But theres a period of time i'm about to cry . :D . After that , also nothing much laa . Blessings to Tingxue and his girlf also :D ! Their 1month anniversary , :D .

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Morning see my blog . I bo mood already . -.- . Now preparing . Leg bleeding -.- . Later going out with Tingxue . <: . I later than call Tingxue , ask him what time meet . This morning i gonggong . Blur blur , than i see yesterday night , when i sleeping , phone no battery , got calls and smses ._. . I returned them calls . :D . Than now . I'M TIRED AGAIN . :( ! Today must come back earlier already . Later they nothing to eat . z . I don't want my family starved again while i'm not at home . I'm figuring out how to create the game account . :( ! Why so hard ! Can i go back to sleep ? z .