Hai , im back ;o .
New blogskin . New song . New life .
Life will never get better for me i guess .
I thank Kaijing & Tingxue , standing by my side .
I lost a precious girl . Although she & I has never talked for a few days .
But i know ill miss her . I said sorry and i meant it . Euu didnt forget , didnt forgive , what euu want me to do ? Beg euu with my kneels down ? I know euu wont forgive & forget . So lets just end it here .
Parents divorcing . Will go out at 9.45am .
Find my mum's lawyer . I might be moving out of this house . I don't want to see my dad . Or my mum . I dont want them to die , but i dont want to live with sufferings in their house . I know im only 14 . But i dont think im studying anymore . Parents can't afford to bring me up anymore . They spent all their money on lawyers . <:
Their divorce is more important than their child . I understand now .
Why not use the few thousand on eurself instead of the lawyer ?
Euu let them earn & euu have to worry like fcuk . Might as well dont divorce , just separate . Its only a name of marriage of euu two . It wont kill euu to put eur name with him/her rights ? I know it means euu two are wife and husband . But its just how people see euu two . Don't tell me euu two wanna re-marriage in the future . Whatthefuck . Im only 14 , i can't do anything now . And even if i work , one month at most a few hundred . How can i even live ? Might as well die sua . If i move out , my younger sis how ? Nobody cook for her , nobody care for her , she quarrel with my brother and elder sister , noone will settle anything for her .
My elder sis cried and its my fault <: . It's eur fault , dad . Euu made them hate mu m . Euu made them think im standing on mum's side . Just because of this , elder sister is going against me . Euu love my tears & screamings yesterday , don't euu ? (: . I seriously don't know how to continue my studies . A few thousand for the books . Another few hundred on school necessities - shoes , bag , socks , hairband , clips , stationaries . Wtf :/ . What euu all want from me ? Im tired of everything . Tired of life . Let me go . Let me leave ..
